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Ishq

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Mummkal Ishq: The Lonely Song of One-Sided Love There’s a pain in loving when the love is not returned — when your heart is an open book, but the other side remains unread. Mummkal ishq — a love that’s uncertain, fragile, and mostly silent. It’s the kind of love that tests trust  and asks the hardest questions without offering answers. I wrote this piece in  — the ache of waiting, the sting of doubt, and the hunger for something real. It’s a conversation with love itself, daring it to prove its worth. --- Mummkal Ishq Ho Mera, Toh koi tumse baat kare? Bhala koi kab tak, Ek tarfa ishq par etbaar kare? Kehte ho tum, Ki etbaar nahin mohabbat par tumko, Par agar tum chaho, Main mohabbat par ek purani kitab likh doon — Jismein har lafz se dard tapakta ho, Aur har safha mohabbat se bheegta ho. Mana, ishq agar mummkal na ho, To dard bhi ek raah ban jaata hai — Par agar dekho tum, To ek tarfa ishq sirf ek khula sawaal lagta hai, Sawaal jiska jawab na mile, Manzil jo kabhi ...

lost 7 years

If someone makes you feel like your silence is invisible, you deserve a love that listens louder. Don’t chase — choose.To the ones who’ve waited for a message that never came: You weren’t asking for too much. You were just asking the wrong person. You say you were always there. But when I needed you — you vanished. I wasn’t asking for magic, just presence. Just a single message while I crumbled quietly. But you waited. Waited for my loneliness to lead me back to you — like it always did. You counted on it. And that’s what hurts the most. I told you "We can’t hate the ones we love, even if they leave scars." But you never asked what scar I was hiding. You never asked why I felt so broken. You turned the page while I was still bleeding between the lines. You laughed when I said I’d gone quiet. “It’s a phase, babe. You’ll come back to yourself.” But what if I was whispering because shouting didn’t work? What if silence was my way of seeing who’d stay? And you didn’t. You said “I...

Letting Go

Letting go is painful . I know But living with someone who don't care about you us even more painful. I know when they leave, it tear your heart but with time it will heal , but living with them means they will give you continue wounds and you would never able to heal . It will continue to hurt and bleed.  There will be more tears than smiles . I know ,sometimes Letting go feels impossible to us as we grow the habit of loving them even it's hurt . For us it next to impossible. You like pain more than your peace. But Sometimes let them go .Is the best thing you can do for yourself.  The love you give them ,if you give half of it to yourself, you will be happier.  Loving yourself is far better then loving someone who don't deserve it .  Let people earn your love because It's precious so not everyone should deserve.  Remember Never afraid of Letting people go or walking away for someone.  Trust me ,When it's start hurting more then smiling  My love , it's...

"Jise Tumne Paaya, Usne Kisi Ko Khoya Tha"

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              JO PAYA HAI TUMNE.  Jo tum nei paya hai, wo kisne khoya hoga? Socho, uske liye woh kitna roya hoga. Par aakhir mein usne usko khoya hoga— Jo tum nei paya hai. Jisko milte ho tum, usse milne ke liye Koi kitna roya hoga. Par phir bhi na mile hogi uski ek chaalak bhi usko, Socho, uske liye woh kitna tarpa hoga. Tumne jisko paya hai, usko kisi ne toh khoya hoga. Toote ho tum dil jiska, Uski dil mein thodi si jagah paane ke liye Koi kitna toota hoga... Jiske karte nahi tum parwah ek pal bhi, Uski parwah mein koi soya na hoga ek pal bhi. Jo hai tumhare zindagi mein bas ek naam ki tarah, Uske naam par koi kaat raha hoga zindagi apni. Kyuki jisko tumne paya hai, Usko kisi ne toh khoya hoga. " Be grateful for the love you have… because somewhere out there, someone is still healing from what you’re holding so gently now. You see… the smile that greets you every morning — once left someone crying at 2 a.m. The arms you feel safe in ...

“Why I Chose to Hide My Pain — Not Heal It.”✨ A story behind silent strength.

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“Not all pain wants to be healed. Some just want to be heard — even if it’s through silence.” Welcome to theloveejournal — where love, loss, and raw feelings find their voice. This post isn’t a guide or solution. It’s a confession for those who’ve ever felt like they’re surviving quietly.  There comes a time when you're done explaining your pain to people who only remember what they did for you — not how deeply it hurt. " Ab Dard Ko Gumnam Rehne Do" Ab bura nahi lagta kisi baat ka, Jo kabhi bar jaaye, aankhon mein aansu ban kar. Ab pighalna bhi aasaan hai, Aur muskurana — ek aadat si ho gayi hai. Kyuki dard... dard dekh liya maine, Jitna zarurat tha, utna jee liya maine. Log toh sambhalte bhi hain, Par har baar hisaab bhi lete hain. Toh kyun na dard ko gumnam hi rehne diya jaaye, Ek chhupi si kahani ban jaaye... Jise na koi padhe, na samjhe, Bas khud se chhupa kar, khud mein jiya jaaye.  So, you’ve ever chosen silence over explanation, peace over pity — then m...

The feeling of left out

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There are moments when you can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone. This poem came from one of those moments — a place of quiet hurt, where words were hard to speak out loud. If you’ve ever felt like the outsider in your own home, I hope these lines make you feel seen. The Feeling of Left Out The feeling that’s always been unsaid— Of being left out, even in your own home. Living with people you call your own, Yet feeling like a stranger, always alone. Smiling faces cut the deepest scars, Their joy echoes while I fall apart. Their laughter fills the room with light, While I bleed silently, out of sight. Still, I smile — like I love them all, Even when inside, I continue to fall. The feeling of being left out hurts the most, Watching someone bathe in love… While another dies for just one dose. Thank you for reading. If this spoke to you, know that you're not alone in feeling this way. Sometimes, putting the pain into words is the first step toward heal...

We Lost the Spark

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. If you’ve ever loved deeply and still weren’t chosen, this is for you. Your silence wasn’t weakness — it was survival. You stayed, you loved, you hoped. That was brave. You are not alone, and one day, someone will choose you with the same fire you kept burning for them. “ You Said We Lost the Spark” I never knew you'd go so far, Leaving me alone, breaking who we are. Now every breath feels miles apart, I hold back tears, holding a broken heart. You said we just lost the spark, But truth is  ,you stopped choosing us. It wasn’t time, nor distance that matters It was your silence that tore us  Still, I wish your promises were true, Still, I ache for the “me and you.” But your quiet stings more than goodbye, It’s the silence that taught me how to cry. I still replay our little talks, Those stolen laughs, those endless walks. But I was the only one who stayed, You moved on , while I silently prayed. I pretend I’m fine  , they all believe, But inside, I quietly c...