lost 7 years

If someone makes you feel like your silence is invisible,

you deserve a love that listens louder.

Don’t chase — choose.To the ones who’ve waited for a message that never came:

You weren’t asking for too much.

You were just asking the wrong person.

You say you were always there.

But when I needed you —

you vanished.

I wasn’t asking for magic,

just presence.

Just a single message

while I crumbled quietly.

But you waited.

Waited for my loneliness

to lead me back to you —

like it always did.

You counted on it.

And that’s what hurts the most.

I told you

"We can’t hate the ones we love,

even if they leave scars."

But you never asked

what scar I was hiding.

You never asked

why I felt so broken.

You turned the page

while I was still bleeding

between the lines.

You laughed when I said

I’d gone quiet.

“It’s a phase, babe.

You’ll come back to yourself.”

But what if I was whispering

because shouting didn’t work?

What if silence was my way

of seeing who’d stay?

And you didn’t.

You said

“I didn’t mean to hurt you.”

But intentions don’t heal.

Presence does.

And you were gone

when I needed you the most.

So no 

this isn’t a fight.

It’s a farewell.

I miss the girl I met in Class 6.

But I miss me more.

The one who didn’t beg

for crumbs of love.

Let’s call it even.

Let’s call it closed.

Goodbye, 

Tupil 

quieter now,

but finally whole.

Sometimes, you outgrow the people

who swore they’d stay.

And that’s not on you.

That’s life telling you:

it’s time to choose yourself.